Change This!
but the truth is that i don't feel like it. the boy grabbed me from the airport last night and we went for italian. he even dressed up a bit for me... we stayed at his place and it is was odd. he fell asleep on the couch and i tried to fall asleep with him.
i tried for an hour and a half before i got him up and we got to bed. i took one of my anti-anxiety pills. haven't taken them much lately but they make it impossible to function in the morning.
so i didn't. i stayed in bed until one pm. now i feel like a bit of a loser for doing nothing with my last day off before returning to work.
too late to do anything about it now. the boy was planning on going out tonight but he's rendered it far too cold for that sort of thing. so, instead he is spending the night with me.
i can only imagine how great our evening will be. i'm a sour mood and he's missing his night out due to the horrid weather in mpls. since i met the boy he has been talking about moving to chicago. that's four years of this talk. a constant weather report with chicago always winning by comparison.
it will be nice to be back in the swing of things... however, i'm not truly sure when that's going to happen! oh, well. change is the only constant or something like that.
