dear john
they have classes running from 8 in the morning until 9:30 at night. no one said that i would have to be here for all of them but i don't know really how i would go about splitting them up, to be honest... am going to have super duper extra uber over time. thanks target.
had a good fast weekend with the boy and it seems like we are getting closer to each other. he seems less afraid of me and i'm more comfortable with him. he still makes me just nervous enough to keep me from getting bored... what's the deal with that?
however, since eli and i are now official that leaves me to deal with j. i don't want to tell him that things have to end. i know that he has his heart set on something. i hate to muck around with anyone's feelings. that's all that there is left to do...
i just wish that i would have had the balls to do it when i was there. how horrible is it to send a dear john e-mail?!?!?
