Third Try, Same Entry

i just wrote a whole entry... i'm pretty sure that it was the philosophical stuff that pops out of my brain when the hour is late and the booze has been plenty.

i was thinking of the times when your car isn't working. you're afraid that you'll walk out to the parking lot and try to start it only to find that it won't cooperate. it's times when your car is running this badly that you know something is wrong. if you're like me then you don't know what the hell is wrong and they could tell you that your flux capacitor needs to have its fluids flushed... but still you know something is wrong.

i think that's what i was trying to say in my last entry. something is wrong and i don't know what the hell it is but i know that i need to get it fixed. problem is that with your life you can't just run it in to a mechanic and damn the expanses... you have to figure it out for yourself.

so something needs to be fixed. i'm sure of it. in the meantime i've just got to figure out what the hell that is and not bore everyone to pieces in the interim.

...or delete several entries thinking about it, eh?