stop thinking with beer drinking

so i'm making myself stay 'at work' for another pesky half hour. today has been full and empty at the same time. systems were crashing left and right. this made it hard to look busy while simultaneously accomplishing very little...

my depression isn't going anywhere. i've been told it's like high blood pressure or diabetes. you have to keep on treating it but it won't go away. that makes me want to crawl under my desk for a bit... but there is already enough to fill that space. i'll have to go and pass the time with my friends, drinking cheap beer and being witty.