stuart said
10.22.03
this entry should be ignored... backtrack to the one i left just minutes ago please...if you read only one thisendup entry today, let this not be it!
i'm blue. really feel like hanging my head down and crying. oh, depression is a terrible thing. to get rid of it according to the current know-how, you are supposed to visit a doctor and take medication on a regular basis.
were i that able, would i be this depressed? hell, no!
i will be fine and keep ticking as i should. it just seems like a long way out of the pit that i have dug for myself. perhaps i don't truly want to be happy. that's just stinkin' thinkin'...
stuart smalley has schooled me on that.
i am good enough, i am smart enough... now can i call in sick???
