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now it's monday. not sure whether it's manic or not, but i do wish it were sunday... 'cause that's my fun day. oh. i'm quoting the bangles, that's not good.

the week is shaping up. james the trainer and i are going for drinks tomorrow. michelle, j ro and perhaps others are venturing out for karaoke again. doc & eddy's. this may mean more of the wonderful asu football dorks.

i know that some diaryland folk have been in to visit my depression tale. it helped to hear from you. you do feel better when you can put some perspective on things. things don't look so horrid when you realize that you've been through them before.

when someone breaks up with you for the first time you don't honestly feel that you could ever recover. if you aren't a guy, you eventually do. (that's a cutting remark towards my buddy, eli) you fall into again and set your heart up and it will continue to get broke. that's part of the risk you take of doing the romantic business in the first place. it does get better. your skin doesn't necessarily get thicker but the shock is gone.

if you are a competent, caring person please visit my friend mommylap. she needs your support right now, truly. i don't think that i'm much help. if you're reading my diary, you've more than likely stopped there already. if not, take a second. things are looking a little blurry for her right now and i would like for life to be a bit more clear...