settle one score

okay, before i go about getting knackered with r and tee, his lady friend... i had better lay some things to rest.

i worry about r, i just do. i don't knowtee one iota. that is, excluding all things said during the tenure of r & i's relationship. can't imagine that it would be wise on his part to positively color an ex to the current and that may be why i worry about them traipsing their way back to coupledom.

i can't help being wary. or perhaps i could but have chosen not to. little it matters. i still feel concern about where they are headed and how it will all end.

i have been on the receiving end of hard feelings. i don't want to dole them out. this time i plan on playing nice. i do.

i will have to learn how not to confuse being protective with being stubborn. they don't always make a happy pair, those qualities.

besides, once the wine kicks in i don't think that i will mind being nice to just about everyone...