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12.08.03
more often than not i feel like crawling under my bed and laying there. since today is one of those days, i thought that i would do a bit of storytelling instead. i can't really stomach anymore of my whining.

i moved to minneapolis on my birthday in 2000. so i've been here for over three years. my move was due to the fact that i had a bit momentum left from graduating college and i had a boyfriend living here at the time.

he allowed me to stay with his roomies for a bit. at first i was told that i would have three months to get a job and a flat. that quickly changed to 'the guys feel like this place isn't much of a bachelor pad with you living here.' things became pretty stressful and so i jumped into the first apartment i found.

the rent was too high and it was in a pretty dodgy part of town. but i managed for a bit. a whole year, actually. the boyfriend and i broke up but remained friends. i met r at work and we dated.

i moved from my one room place to something in the burbs with a friend from work and her husband. it was kind of horrible. she was passive agressive and not all too bright. whether she meant well or not was lost in the hustle and when there was a room open in r's house, i took it.

so, i was living in a big house in minneapolis. there was me, r and another roomie. it was fine. but that's a lie. it wasn't great and i don't even remember that much of it. but this was around the time i found myself in the hospital. the depression wasn't going anywhere so i took a leave from work and jumped ship.

i still live in that house but now there is r, opus and eddie to deal with. and i signed a lease that said that i will do this until august of this year. sometimes eddie drives me crazy. at times opus does, too.

r and i stopped dating. somewhere in there he got a bit mean and said things he regrets saying and i regret hearing.

then i met up with an old pal and we kissed. then we started dating. it's been about 10+ months of that. so, that's how i got here.

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